Miracles do happen and for those of you who have read my story you will know that they happened for me. However, the miracles did have a little help from other things and I would like to pass these on to you. When the threat of death stares you in the face, you experience many emotions, fear - perhaps not of dying, but of losing life. Anger – ‘Why should it happen to me?’ ‘It’s not fair’; panic – ‘What shall I do?’ ‘I feel helpless.’ I’m not sure how long I sat there contemplating the prospect of suicide for I was not sure that I had within me the resources to deal with this. At that moment life felt not only cruel but without hope. My various emotions turned to anger at those medical people who had told me I had but a short time to live. ‘How dare they tell me I am going to die. Only God has the right to make that decision.’ I took from my briefcase a notepad and pen and began writing down what I really wanted. What were the positive aspects of my life (the resources) that would now help me through this crisis? I knew I had choices. What were some of the choices my life was offering me? I decided there and then to walk down a different avenue; after all as Joel Wallach (an American vet who retrained, because of his own illness to a naturopathic life) always says – there is always the operation. Other people had chosen the route of natural medicine, why then should I not explore this same path? This was the start of my recovery - the details of which can be read on my web site www.colonichydrotherapyuk.com : You may also be interested to view my website www.journey2life.co.uk